‘Can We Eat Your Leftovers?’ The Boy Asked — The Hells Angels Leader's Answer Gave Them A Place To Belong

‘Can We Eat Your Leftovers?’ The Boy Asked — The Hells Angels Leader's Answer Gave Them A Place To Belong

Chapter 4

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"This morning, before sunup," he said. "You walked the whole way?"

"We got a ride for maybe 8 miles from a lady in a pickup." She couldn't take us further.

Grim was quiet. The kind of quiet that isn't empty.

It's full of things being decided. Then he said, "You said he always finds her.

How does he find her?" Ethan looked at him steadily because he pays people to tell him things.

Police people and other people.

The word police landed in the room with an almost physical weight. Millie straightened up slowly.

"Local?" Grim asked.

"Mostly," Ethan said.

Nobody spoke for a moment.

Then Rosie, who had not said a single word since entering the diner, not one syllable through the eating or the talking or any of it, looked up at Grim with those wide brown eyes, and said in a voice so small it was a barely sound at all, "Is our mom going to be okay?" And the thing that happened to Victor Hayes's face in that moment, that brief violent crack in the granite, was something Millie would describe years later to anyone who asked about that night as the most human thing she had ever seen from a man who had spent three decades trying very hard not to be.

He looked at Rosie and he said, "I'm going to find out." He said it the way you say something when you mean it all the way down to the bone.

Not a promise made to comfort, not the automatic reassurance of someone who doesn't know what else to say.

The kind of statement that means I have already decided this and the deciding was not casual. He got up from the table.

He put on his jacket, the heavy leather Hell's Angels cut with the Arizona chapter patch, and 30 years of road dust worked into the creases. He looked at Millie.

"They stay here. Nobody tells anybody they're here."

Millie held his gaze. She had known Grim for 11 years.

She had seen him in moods that made grown men move to other rooms. And she had also quietly, privately, without ever having said it out loud to a single person seen him for what he was underneath all of it, which was a man who had survived something and was still after all this time trying to figure out what to do with the survival.

"They're not going anywhere," she said. Grim turned back to Ethan.

The boy was watching him with an expression that was very carefully neutral. The expression of someone who has learned not to invest too heavily in any particular outcome.

"What's your mother's name?" Grim said.

"Sarah," Ethan said. "Sarah Cole."

Grim nodded once.

And Ethan said, not begging, not desperate, just direct the way a 12-year-old who has had to be the man of the house for too long says things. She made us promise not to go back.

But she didn't say anything about someone else going. Grim looked at him for one long moment.

"Eat," he said. "Both of you, and don't open that door for anybody until Millie tells you to."

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‘Can We Eat Your Leftovers?’ The Boy Asked — The Hells Angels Leader's Answer Gave Them A Place To Belong

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