His Son Wearing an Adult Man’s Varsity Jacket — Then He Stopped Smiling

His Son Wearing an Adult Man’s Varsity Jacket — Then He Stopped Smiling

Chapter 24

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Daniel told his brother, once, on a phone in the garage, that a kid had walked in wearing another man’s college jacket. The brother said Jesus. Daniel said don’t. The brother said you staying? Daniel said the Saturdays are mine again. The brother said then stay for that. Daniel hung up and fixed a bike tire. The tire was Miles’s. Fixing it was the stay, in rubber. Alicia saw the black on his hands and handed a rag. The rag was a ordinary intimacy. They were collecting those. The bike worked. Miles rode to the corner and back. The corner was the world. They watched. Watching was a parental religion they still shared. Shared was the point. The man had not watched. The man had visited. Visiting was over. The corner was theirs.

Alicia’s puff got rained on at pickup and Daniel laughed, the first unguarded laugh. She said don’t. He said it’s a good hair, you said so. She said I did. The callback was dangerous and fine. Fine won. Miles said you both look wet. They were wet. Wet was a family. They went home and changed. Changing was a room with a door that stayed open a crack, the old habit from small years. The crack was enough privacy and enough trust. Trust was a campaign too. It had cereal and also this. Alicia dried her hair. Daniel brought the towel. The towel was not a speech. She took it.

The clinic asked Alicia to train a new clerk. She said yes and set the chair in the office at home against the wall with the sweater. Training was at the clinic, not the house. The house rule was short. She told Daniel the rule. He said I already know the rule. She said I am saying it so I hear it. He said all right. All right was a dialect. They used it. The new clerk was a woman. Alicia was relieved and ashamed of the relief. Shame was a tax. She paid it by being competent. Competence was a old skill. It still worked. Claims got paid. The house got a Saturday. The two facts fit in one week. Fitting was the seam Pat had fixed, in a different material. The material held.

Miles lost a tooth and put it under the pillow. Daniel did the dollar. Alicia did the note. The note said the tooth fairy does not take jackets. She almost did not write it. She wrote it. Daniel saw it and snorted. The snort was a laugh. Miles could not read the joke yet. Later he would. Later was allowed. They were not in a rush to explain the island. The island was a water bill and a watch for one morning. The morning was filed. The tooth was a tooth. Money under a pillow was a harmless lie. They knew the difference between harmless and a chair. The difference was asleep down the hall. They stood in the crack of the door and listened to him breathe. Breathing was the only speech they needed that night. The what man was answered. The man was gone. The breath remained. They went to bed. Both sides. The sectional was empty. Empty was correct. Alicia slept. Daniel slept. The drawings held the fridge. Morning would be coffee. They could do morning. They had learned it the long way, which was the only way it had been willing to be learned.

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